Chill, just chill - people play to have fun, don't take the game seriously, play characters you like...
Personally, I almost always play with absolutely non-standard picks, and if possible with builds - like Xina ap, Zerі ap, Aatrox Support - it turns out to be troll builds...
I get incredible pleasure!
And why get hung up on one game - do you want to achieve something in it?
For example, what? How will this help you in real life? Why sweat in a game - where you need to relax?
Do you want to repeat the path of champions?
I'll tell you a secret - repeating the path of a millionaire is easier...
Compare the number of players and the number of champions, and the number of people in your country with the number of millionaires!