yeah this is a good thing to doFind something you really like to do.
Then find out what you have to do to be able to do what you love.
For example, if you really love to game, but have to work and do homework. Do what you have to do first, then do what makes you happy.
Also, very important: Eat some fruits and vegetables every day, not a lot, but a little. Go out in nature and meet with people at least once a week.
Do these things you will most likely than not be on a better path in life and not have as many panic attacks.
Oh... And don't give a $hit on others opinions they're not living your life. The older you get, the less you care about what others think about you.